又到12月27日
2007年12月27日下午，胡佳无声无息地从家里被带走了，到现在我都不知道那一天警察究竟是怎样进入我家，怎样带走胡佳的……
一年过去了，我努力忘却但又无法忘记的一幕幕时时冲击我的脑海，屈辱和痛苦充满了我的胸膛。这个制度，制造了多少家庭的不幸！制造了多少民族的灾难！我看到它依旧不停地吞噬漠然的灵魂，折磨独立的精神。
无题
（一）
你离开的时候
家不成家
墙上的画框拆了
箱翻柜倒
满屋的碎片
张张烙下“抄家”两字
宣读文书的便衣
双手颤抖
闪光灯咔嚓咔嚓
一台台摄像机镜头延伸
窥探每个尘封的角落
高大粗鲁的陌生男人
美丽乖戾的便衣女密探
裹挟着浓重的烟味、腐臭味和阴冷潮湿的空气
拥挤而来
恶毒地咒骂不休
他们像拎小鸡一样把我拎起
她们钳住我的胳膊
我听见婴儿饥饿的啼哭
渐渐微弱
我听见母亲悲愤的哭喊
时起时落
夜深了
我的妈妈
我的宝宝
我的爱人
到我身边来啊
我要抱抱
（二）
软禁、监视、跟踪……
恐吓、胁迫、洗脑……
便衣警察包围了我们的家
日复一日
我抱着宝宝站在窗口
等待一个驼背的老爷爷
慢慢地从屋前走过
审判长脸色苍白死灰
你沉静又冷淡
咫尺天涯
监狱沉重的大门缓慢打开
你不是最后一个因言获罪者
我不是最后一个受难者
一个冰冷的寒冬
北风怒吼
齐鲁青未了 said,
December 28, 2008 @ 9:11 am
希望你们一家人早日团聚！心香祝祷。
dyingpoet1989 said,
January 1, 2009 @ 12:18 pm
Be tough, that is they are afraid of.
Human Rights said,
January 3, 2009 @ 5:07 am
Timbatu posted this on ChinaDaily:
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On European Speech Freedom – let me give you a current example.
BBC has a blog on China. My following post word-by-word is banned:
“China is already MORE tolerant and accepting than the West. Yes, we do not like the last music record of that UK band. However, do you have access to any Chinese bands in the UK? Are there any Chinese music records that are popular in the UK? I once played for my British friends. They accused my music as communist-Xinhua whatever that means.”
I complained about the unfairness to BBC. I found out the result in September. I find out that I (Timbatu) has been banned from posting altogether.
Europe has a long way to go, before they will reach the level of tolerance and freedom of China.
I would like to invite any Europeans here to have a discussion with me.
I am open. I am free. Are you?
Human Rights said,
January 3, 2009 @ 5:12 am
Amnesty International,
Has Israel violated human rights?
When Chinese police went to her own province to restore law with the explicit order banning any use of arms, EU expressed grave concerns for human rights. EU passed a text of condemnation.
Now, 3 days, half-a-thousand killed. Has EU said anything at all?
Is human rights a key value of the Christian West?
Human Rights said,
January 3, 2009 @ 5:13 am
You are a puppet of the Christian West.
You have no support in China for you are a traitor.
齐鲁青未了 said,
January 16, 2009 @ 11:09 pm
Timbatu, what else did you post on the BBC forum before they banned you? DId you use profanities? Did you attack the personal character of those who disagreed with you, throwing epithets such as “whore” around as if it was a-dime-a-dozen?
The reason I ask is that I see a lot of personal attacks, using gutter language, from users claiming to be from China, on many Western forums including Youtube. It besmirches the reputation of Chinese internet users as a whole.
To be fair, as China does not respect the freedom of speech for its own people, its people have had little practice in using that freedom responsibly. For the basis of all rights is a moral obligation to use those rights with restraint, respect and tolerance. Judging from your extravagant claim that China is freer than the West, you have not yet mastered that ability.
As for Chinese music not being in demand in the UK, that has nothing to do with censorship and everything to do with demand. I agree that the West has an attenuated cultural hegemony in the world today, but that hegemony is insidiously promoted through commercial channels and works in part because it appeals so well to certain preferences most people have for palatable, unchallenging entertainment.
Moreover, much of that hegemony does include valuable cultural heritage. Western classical music, for example, is truly among the crown jewels of all human civilization.
A closed and oppressive system such as China, which banns and prosecutes its activists and artists, can never produce art that the people in freer societies would find valuable. There is one splendid exception: the subversive art which lashes out against oppression and indicts it does find an audience overseas, hence the high prices some Chinese painters command in the art markets of New York and London. But in your book they are traitors for exposing the oppression they live under. I personally find your logic rather baffling.
照这种逻辑，当年鲁迅不该逃到日租界写杂文支持共产党，左派文人也不该躲在法租界办批判国民党专制的报纸，那统统都是里通外国，授人以柄，全都是汉奸！更别说孙中山了，他明明是美国人！